Happy and Fun Day to RemeMber!!!!!

The View of Bukit Tivi!!!! (Play Sampan)


<27/09/2009>...was the happy day for me and my ex schoolmates!!!I thought our plan need to be cancel again coz when wanna go fetch our last friend...one of the car is in "trouble"...haiz.....wait there and wasting time..They say wan reach at Bukit Tivi at 10:30 am but.......we reach there around 11 I think..haiz again......Althought is not my first time go there but I think this time is the best time coz playing th there with my old friends even not all friend is there but I slll think is the best ever.....Woah...reach there,we all like a "kid"...playing around...especially the guy..Hahahaha...(I thought only girl react like that )But not ler,I and a few friends go around there..we go see dragon fruit (one of my frineds wanna stole it and take home but scare).....the more funny is playing "bicycle water" & "sampan".....hehehehhe......they play water ler and make a race time,Hahahahaha.....one of my friends is wet ,hahahaha..pity him coz didn't bring extra clothes but as long we all happy!!!!We all play there till 12.30 pm coz my friend need to working at 2 pm....Erm,then left 10 person only,we decided to take lunch at Rasa Sayang....Wahhhh,stay there about 1 and the half hour "talk rubbish" coz long time didn't meet mah...And we also want decide where to go later but no place to go,at the end we all go home lor......MayB next time can go swimming with them

List of friends:
JenZ, Chen Lai Chang ,Lo Koi Li ,Nicole ,Chung Yun Wei ,Chee Jia Vei ,Wong Chan Wen ,Chong Chee Vung, Lim Koh Haw ,Ha Vui Ben, Liau Min Kheng ,Alan Saw,Valentine


READY TO MAKE A RACE??


Koi Li,Me(JeNny),Lai Chang


Play like a kids!!!


Smile!!!


Yun Wei,Alan,Ming Kheng,Chan Wen,Me,Koi Li

Lai Chang and Me(Dragon Fruit)

Bear(know to make a pose)

Chan Wen and Me wif Landak ooo!!!

What a bad and shock day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tis evening I and My friends plan wanna go to Bukit Tivi but when on the way they tell me That they change plan..They wanna go loo Dragon Fruit...My friend who was driving telling them that his car can't go to that place coz his car is not suit for it,then we all go back..mayB coz in rush my friend drive fastly and and can't stop his car.....So,his car damage badly..Luckly 3 of us is safe if not.I dun know what will happen But our planning is cancel...even like tat I still glad coz can met them all coz too long time no meet them...Hopely next time our plan will not like this...Haiz,why today????Huh.....What has happen is past,so let it go away hehehe....

^^Friends:I'm glad u all call me when u all plan it.eventhough urs plan is cancel...but what has happen today will be my memory coz its tell me that u all is a gud friends and caring ur all friend...U all had help him when his car accident and quickly stop ur all car to help 3 of us to make sure that all of us is safe and no injury...Specially to the America guy that had help us so much...He brave drive that car until workshop.....Luckly I wear safebelt,if not...mayB smthing wrong will happen..Thax GOD too coz bless all of us!!!!!I hope WONG dad not angry him and forgive him!!!

The More I Try To 4get U,The More I Thinking Bout U!!!!

I ask myself why so hard to 4get u????But I still not get the answer yet!!!!!!!!!WHY WHY WHY WHY.......I not understand why???I had make decision to 4get u whole life but still same....when i close my eyes..i start thinking u.....I had try to no think of u but THINK OTHER GUY...it's still same...when i pass our memory place or ur Home.....myself so SUFFER!!!!!!!Can't This memory go away from me......I really hope that I not think u too much but think other guy.......Yesterday I pass our "first place".....My eyes suddenly wet.....(I'm crying)...Huh!!!!!Why urself give me so deep memory n pain?!?!?!

T_T I KEEP TRYING TO FORGET U TILL ONE DAY I REALLY CAN FORGET U .......

AFTER ONE PAIN...COME OTHER PAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't know why I feel BAD MOOD now......I feel sad after I Know the truth of him...He never LOVE me as I love him..even its past between me and him but I still loving him like before until now.What should I do to 4get him...I give my everything to him....my whole heart but why he treat me like this???Am I a doll for guy playing or is one of my test before I found my true LOVE....But I can't bear it anymore..I can't stand for or bear paining and been hurting anymore..
What I want is only a happiness for my whole life..PLEASE GUY,DON'T HURT ME AGAIN..MY HEAT ALREADY PAINING SO MUCH..IT'S BE WOUND ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!CAN U PLEASE JUST GIVE ME A HAPPY LIFE STORY....DO U KNOW HOW HURT I AM WHEN U HURTING ME????IF U WANT HURT ME MORE THAN THIS,PLEASE DON'T COME NEAR ME..EVEN I LOVE U,PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!DON'T COME.......THIS HEART STILL NOT YET RECOVER FROM THE PAST HURT.....GO AWAY FROM ME IF U WILL DO IT TO ME......IF U REALLY LOVE ME,JUST PLEASE HELP ME TO RECOVER FROM THIS PAIN........

^^WeSt..Plz go away from my life!!!!!!! Guy,PLZ DUN HURT ME AGAIN!!!!!!

He Ask Me To Not Wasting My Time ON HIM!!!!!

I Will never 4get it what he told me thats days(20/08/2009)..e ask me to not wasting my time on him anymore..If this he want me to do,I WIll...coz now i can 4get my LOVE to him.....Even its not 1oo % yet...but i believe thats somedays i will 4get it 100 %...Its only need a time to 4get tats LOVE...TQ to him coz never find me again....coz this teach me how to 4get thats LOVE!!!!What I only can HOPE IS HE CAN FOUND HIS TRUE LOVE...I'm not sure if I can 4get all memory wif him....I knw its har but I should 4get it.....


"IF THAT DAY I DIDN' MEET U,
I WILL NOT CRAZY ABOUT U,
IF THAT DAY I DIDN'T FALL IN LOVE WITH U,
I WILL NOT CONFUSES,
IF THAT DAY U DIDN'T LEAVING ME,
I WILL NOT BE HURT,
IF ONE DAY WE MEET AGAIN,
ARE THERE STILL OUR LOVE????
IF WE NEED TO FORGET IT,
WILL U FORGET IT DEEPLY??
IF WE MEET NEW PERSON,
I WILL LOVE HIM MORE THAN U...
I HOPE U WILL SO...."

~TQ WEST~

^^Where is My FreeDom???I want A FreeDom As a Teenager^^

ermmm.....how to write it down ler???I feel like I'm nomore freedom..all wat i want to do is can't do.....Feel like in the jail oooo.....Locking in one DARK ROOOM......can't do anything..just do wat they ask to do...it's my life..so bored,i can't even find my ambition and true love....actually wat i need to in this LIFE???hard to say it...Sometimes I need a person to talk with...about wat i feel and wat I wan to do......Everytime I feel I'm like A doll..use to play especially in the LOVE MATTER!!!!wAT I wan is a freedom as a teenagers...do wat they should do at this age,but i never feel it...I NEVER FELL THE TEENAGER..I FEEL LIKE I'M AN ADULT WHO WAIT TO MARRY.....I DUN WAN LIKE THATS...i only want live as a common teenager like other girls or my friends do...CAN'T I HAVE THATS FREEDOM???

I HOPE I HAVE A fairly/SOMEONE to help me get out from this....I NEED A FREEDOM TO FLY AWAY like a BIRD....I hv been like tis almost my whole life!!!!!Until now,I still can't find my freedom OOOOOO.....

^^MissINg WesT so Much....But Need 4get him^^

Hermmmm.....it'a been a month i didn't meet him but all about hjim and me never run from my memories.....I miss him more than he know....He hv told me tats he oso miss me but should i trust him????I think mayB.....but for me,he never know wat LOVE is.....coz inside his heart no LOVE....i HATE MY SELF WHEN I fall in love with him......And I hate him but LOVE HIm so muz...he has change my mind,my heart.....He make me crazy whole days.....I ask myslelf why I still remembering him after i make decision to be his friend(Stupid me and stupid decision).....I never knw his heart.....why he not dare to meet my brother?????many excuses he give me....WATEVER............Wat i can hope is...He found his TRUE LOVE so he will not be lonely again.....

=I MISS HIM SO MUCH BUT I SHOULD 4GET HIM=

=TryiNg harder To 4get him=

Jia you,Gambate..... I CAN DO IT!!!!!!!